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10:49pm 12/03/2004
  Well, i made a new Journal name. trifled_theory if you want me to add you to my friends, comment and let me know. i might make this a friends only, im not sure.  
     

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10:30pm 07/03/2004
  everyone!! come see us! may 1st, at the mall, the lyric. we are playing our first show. so come see us, we will appreciate it. and maybe like us, and cheer. we will prolly lose, but oh well! come anyways! its 6 bucks, so scrounge it up somehow. 7:00 pm. we are playing with The Sound. and The Tossoffs. so come see them too. im sure they are better than us. but anyways. come, i command you with all my powers.

www.thelyric.tk

www.goingforbroke.cjb.net
 
     

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07:45pm 07/03/2004
 
mood: excited
hmm, update time. i dont really have much to say, because im too lazy to type it all. but yesturday was the best. i got to hang out with lindsey for almost the whole day, so nothing beats that. we went to "pleasent point" and then to the mallard. then back to her house and watched Robin Hood. which is a good movie. but the wall hurt. wooo travis just called, my band going for broke is in the battle of the bands, come see us play may 1st. anyways, so we laid down, and it was awesome. then we went and ate breakfast for dinner which is always the best. lindseys mom kept making me eat the last of stuff. lol. then we finished robin hood. and we built a fort. the fort was awesome. we all laid in it. then sarah and lindsey had a huge water fight, and it was awesome, and very very funny. so then we laid in there, and listened to music, and burned things. fun fun. after a while, lindseys mom kicked us out of there and we went up stairs. we tried to play clue, but didnt know how. so then we sat on the couch. me and lindsey had alot of fun on the couch, but chris and sarah were like falling asleep. lol. but then chris's dad came and got us. i got my kiss, ;) thenw e sat by the fron door and i didnt wanna leave, so i jsut stood there hoeping i wouldnt have to. but i did. poo. so then i came home and talked online for a few hours, then went to bed. then i woke up today. and chris came and got me, and i went to his house, and we spray painted a guitar pink, and its the shit, im still high from the fumes. then we practiced, and i think were getting pretty good. the lyric is holding a 10 week battle of the bands, and we will be playing week 8, may first, and we are gonna try and win, or just play and lose, but its still good. at least we will be heard. for more information visit www.thelyric.tk

well thats about it, im here now speaking with mike, and lindsey/molly. and im done updateing now. so... later.
 
     

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08:17pm 04/03/2004
  .001. first name: Bryce
.002. middle name: Michael Edward
.003. last name: Stevenson
.004. nicknames: Brycealinda, boo, brexy, bryce-a-roni?
.005. gender: male
.006. age: 15
.007. birthday:August 3
.008. height: 5"8
.009. hair color: Darker Brown
.010. eye color: Brown
.011. race: 1/4 N.A. the rest i dont know
.012. do you wear glasses or contacts: no
.013. do you have braces: no
.014. is your hair long or short: kinda shaggy long for a guy
.015. where were you born: International Falls Mn.
.016. current location: Machesney Park
.017. zodiac sign: Leo
.018. how many languages do you know: english, and a little spanish
.019. nationality: isnt that the same as race?
.020. bad habits: obsessiveness, and i make noises alot. shyness. laziness, i tend to yell, i bite my nails, i bite my lip, i eat bad food, i could go on.
.021. piercings you have: One
.022. piercings you want: maybe none.
.023. tattoos you have: none
.024. tattoos you want: maybe a smurf, i dont know. a I<3 LJ
.025. today's date: march 4th
.026. the time: 8:26 PM
.027. ready for a bunch more questions: yeah

. : FaMiLy : .

[ .028. ] mother's name: Glenda
[ .029. ] father's name: Milford
[ .030. ] step-parent's name: Ron
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s: Casey, TJ, Bubba
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s: Amanda
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: aunt gloria
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: none
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: Grandma Matthews
[ .036. ] worst relative: Uncle Butch
[ .037. ] best relative: Me
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: no
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you: no

. : PeTs : .

[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: romeo, jager, nanook, kaydee
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Dogs, and snake

. : ScHo0l : .

[ .043. ] are you still in school: yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: no
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: 3.134
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 6th
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 9th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr. Scmidt
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mr. Lang
[ .050. ] favorite subject: A+
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: Biology
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: i starve
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: nope
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: nope
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: nope
[ .056. ] favorite dance: slow dance with lindsey
[ .057. ] favorite memory: me and lindseys first kiss last saturday
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: locust dances.
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: summer with my dad
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: bleacher incident. for more details, IM me.

. : FaVeZ : .

[ .061. ] number: 118
[ .062. ] clothing brand:salvation army
[ .063. ] shoes: chucks
[ .064. ] saying: eh, i dont know
[ .065. ] tv show: i dont watch tv anymroe, except the OC
[ .066. ] sport: football
[ .067. ] vegetable: celery
[ .068. ] fruit: tomatoes
[ .069. ] movie: eh, hard to say
[ .070. ] magazine: dont read them
[ .071. ] actor: mel gibsons cool
[ .072. ] actress: kiera knightly
[ .073. ] candy: starburts
[ .074. ] gum: zebra gum
[ .075. ] song: right now.. "war all the time" by thurday
[ .076. ] candy bar: butterfinger
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate mint, or sherbert
[ .078. ] color: black and pink
[ .079. ] season: summer and fall
[ .080. ] holiday: valintines day.
[ .081. ] band: nirvana
[ .082. ] singer: i dont listen to many single singers, but i like john mayer
[ .083. ] group: eh..
[ .084. ] rapper: Dr. Evil
[ .085. ] type of music: ska, emo, rock, a little punk
[ .086. ] thing in your room: empty walls
[ .087. ] place to be: at lindseys house
[ .088. ] radio station: 104.9?
[ .089. ] tv channel: none
[ .090. ] junk food: chips,
[ .091. ] overall food: ramen noodles
[ .092. ] store: wal mart
[ .093. ] shoe brand: converse
[ .094. ] fast food: mcdonalds
[ .096. ] shape: squares, checkers
[ .097. ] time of day: sunset
[ .098. ] country: canada
[ .099. ] state: minnsota
[ .102. ] mall: mall of america
[ .103. ] video game: none
[ .104. ] shampoo: white rain
[ .105. ] board game: life
[ .106. ] computer game: CS
[ .107. ] car: mini vans! woo!
[ .108. ] music video: dont have one
[ .109. ] swear word: damn
[ .110. ] word: leaf
[ .111. ] month: august
[ .112. ] cartoon character: spongebob
[ .113. ] scary movie: JC2
[ .115. ] possession: lindseys bracelets

. : PrIvAtE LiFe :

[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: yes
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: yes, on my girlfriend
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yes
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: i am now
[ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: 1
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: lindsey
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: i dont know
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: i dont really wanna say
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: umm. i dont know any quotes
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: absolutly amazeing
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yes
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: i dont know how
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yes
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: i dont know how
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: looks kinda matter, but more personality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: god no
[ .202. ] are you still friends: uh.
[ .203. ] do you smoke: no
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no no no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: haha, not even that. bitch.
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: no
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: niether
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes: none
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: shut up

. : WouLd YoU eVeR : .

[ .215. ] bungee jump: yes
[ .216. ] sky dive: yes
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yes
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yes
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yes
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: eh. i dont know
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .223. ] cross-dress: maybe
[ .224. ] lie to the police: maybe
[ .225. ] run from the police: nah
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yeah
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: no
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: yes
[ .230. ] streak: how much will you pay me?

.: FrIeNdS : .

[ .231. ] best friend: chris
[ .232. ] known longest: ive moved alot..
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: i dont know.
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: lindsey
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: 5, maybe. lol, maybe more
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: none
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: lindsey
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': whoa. no way
[ .239. ] craziest: mike i think.
[ .240. ] loudest: noone really.
[ .241. ] shyest: lindsey, or chris
[ .242. ] best hair: mike
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: all
[ .244. ] best eyes: lindsey
[ .245. ] best body: lindsey
[ .246. ] most athletic: haha, lindsey
[ .247. ] sex symbol: uhh. lindsey?
[ .248. ] hot tempered: i dont know. chris?
[ .249. ] most impatient: chris
[ .250. ] shortest: chris
[ .251. ] tallest: mike
[ .252. ] talented: chris is good at whatever he does.
[ .253. ] best singer: Anthony, or lindsey
[ .254. ] skinniest: anthony
[ .255. ] nicest: lindsey
[ .256. ] best personality: all
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: mike. no jk

. : HaVe YoU EvEr : .

[ .258. ] flashed someone: not that im aware
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yes
[ .260. ] been to michigan: yes
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: i used to.
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: no
[ .265. ] stolen anything: yes
[ .266. ] ate dirt: yes
[ .267. ] been bored: YES
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yes
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: yes
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: my mom works at bars.
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: no
[ .272. ] flipped someone off: yes
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yes
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yes
[ .276. ] been to another country: yes
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yes
[ .278. ] got pulled over: no
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yes
[ .280. ] broke a law: yes
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: no
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: no
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: yes

. : ThE LaSt : .

[ .306. ] thing you ate: ramen nodles
[ .307. ] thing you drank: green kool-aid
[ .308. ] thing you wore: pants?
[ .309. ] place you went: the kitchen.
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ear
[ .311. ] person you saw: mom
[ .312. ] person u kissed: lindsey
[ .313. ] person you fucked: eh..
[ .314. ] person you talked to: mom
[ .315. ] song you heard: catch 22 - walking away

.: NoW : .

[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: saliva?
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: pants
[ .319. ] any shoes on: no
[ .320. ] hair: down
[ .321. ] listening to: nothing
[ .322. ] how many people are on: 11
[ .323. ] are you pissed this is so long: no

. : YeS or No : .

[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no
[ .325. ] do you like cows: they're cool
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: i dont think
[ .327. ] are you artistic: no
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: sometimes
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: kinda
[ .330. ] can you ski: no
[ .331. ] are you british: no
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: no
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: haha, yes
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: no
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hotdogs in it: yes
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': no, the author who wrote the book was an experimental drug user tho.
[ .337. ] are you straight: yes
[ .338. ] are you ½stupid, ¼insane, and another ¼physically handicapped: no
[ .339. ] are you fat: oh yes
[ .341. ] are you short: no
[ .342. ] are you tall: no
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: yes
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: no
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: yes
[ .346. ] are you evil: yes
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: i used to
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: i dont know
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: no
[ .350. ] is this annoying you: no
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: no
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: yeah
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: no
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: no

. : StUpiD ?'S : .

[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: panda bear
[ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: peanut butter and banana sandwich
[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yes
[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: color
[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: not always
[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: -shrug-
[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: heights
[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: no
[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: no
[ .364. ] do you like spiders: kinda
[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: sure
[ .366. ] can you drive: yeah, not leagally
[ .367. ] are you spoiled: no
[ .368. ] are you anti-social: kinda
[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: yeah
[ .370. ] do you see dead people: no
[ .371. ] any last words: no
[ .372. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: sit here
 
     

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11:36am 01/03/2004
  in school, waiting for windows to install. today im in a very tired/bad mood. i feel real hungry, but i dont feel like eating anything. everyone is annoying me today. next weekend i might go to wisconsin. i wish i could just stay home and do somehting fun with lindsey. i dont see why i even have to go up there anymore. urgh. but anyways, im really hopeing to see her sometime midweek, if i dont, it will just make this weekend worse. we are gonna try to have practice every thursday for now on, that will be a good thing. eventually, we are gonna be good enough to play for the public, and we most likely will play at the lyric like everyone else. we are gonna be a "trendy" band. today, im mostlikely gonna go home and take a nap, and wait for lindsey to get on. ever since saturday night, ive thought nothing but that kiss. i want another.

this class is real boreing, i have some worksheets to be done, but i hardly feel up to completing them. in first block, me and anthony got extra credit because we got more synonyms for out word that anyone else in the class. in geometry, the teacher moved the desks around, and it confused everyone. i mostly just sat there and read the JTHM book. right now, im starting to feel more hungry, and im feeling week. i wish i could have lunch at school, but my mom wont give me any lunch money, and she tells me to take a cold lunch, but all there is are bread, balogna, and a real small bag of gross burned chips. ive lost like 8 pounds since school started, and if you know me, you know i cant afford to lose any weight. im down to like 125-130, and getting skinnier. i feel like just quitting eating until i pass out during class or something, just to get my moms attention, and make her realize i need money for lunch before i die. i think i only have like 2 more weeks of not getting allowence until i pay my mom off in full. i should have figured that with her being a cheap, horrible mother, that if i ever wanted something from her, she would force me to repay her. she doesnt even deserve the little bit of child support she gets from my dad, i dont see any of it. she uses it to buy my brother new clothes, and to go to bingo, and eat at resurants every day while we get to eat macaronni and cheese and home, and dont get to do nothing but sit there at home. my teacher is bitching at me now to do these sheets, but i dont feel like doing them. there is too much work to do in this class. none of it is necessary. we could just learn the work, take a test and prove what we know, instead we do a million and one sheets. well anyways, i dont really have much else to say, so i think im gonna go sleep now. ill think of something to put in this later. chris didnt come to school today. i hope he remembers to get lindseys shirt today, so he can print it. i felt real bad about taking her $5 to get her shirt, but she really wanted it and i didnt have any money to buy it myself. maybe when i start getting money i can pay her back.



Goodbye.
 
     

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08:35pm 29/02/2004
  alright, ill start from friday. i got up and went to school. school was kinda boreing not anything to share. when i got home, i got my midterm, B,A,B,C. not bad. then i cleaned my chores. then i got online, and talked to lindsey. after talking for awhile, they left, and her and sarah picked me up and we went to chris's house. sarahs dad wanted to talk to chris's mom, but she wasnt home yet, so he left and just told sarah to call him when she got there, so we went in, and we kinda sat there, then we watch "clone high" clone high is one of the funniest cartoons ive seen. lol. then after that was over, we just sat there for awhile, then we went into chris's room and listened to music. then we started to watch bill and teds bogus adventure, but his VCR was messed up, so mostly just sat there and thought about lindsey. then when lindseys mom called, we were gonna ask chris's mom if we could drop them off at 11, but she was like no, we will do it now. she is very unnice. so we all tried the best we could to get into the back seat, and i for some reason found toilet paper. lol. the car ride was cool. i came very close to just kissing her, but i didnt, :( so then when we got there, i got out and i gave lindsey a hug, and chris like walked sarah to lindseys door, lol, and me and lindsey were fighting over the keeping of the bracelets agian. lol. and i guess while sarah and chris were up there, chris kissed sarah. thats pretty cool. so then me and chris came here, and i was talking to lindsey on the computer downstairs, and then she quit responding, so i went to bed. but i think the internet goofed, because she was talking to me.

so the next day, yesturday, me and chris woke up, and we were supposed to go to quiznos. but sarahs parents decided to take sarah with them, so we never went, but quiznos didnt open that day, so sarah never got to eat there. lol. but later, sarah and lindsey came over. then we walked to arbys. it was real fun, lol. when we got there, we ate, and colored, lol, it was real real fun. so then after that we left, and we walked to ralston. we played on the swings, it was fun. and then we went down slides. and me and lindsey played chicken, and she beat me. lol. but ill beat her next time. so then after messing around for a bit, me and lindsey went on the swings, and chris and sarah sat on the bridge thing, and we talked, and it was real cool. once it started to get dark and cold, we went back. there were onions on the side of the road for whatever reason, and lidnsey threw one out into the road, but it went into the middle, so nothing ran it over, so she threw another, and a car seen it, and he was like honking at her, and looked mean, lol. it scared me. when we got to my house, we sat down and watched movies, dickie roberts is a funny movie, and good, so is uptown girls. my dog kept attacking everyone duriong the movies, and my family wouldnt shut up, other than that it was awesome. after watching like 2 and a half movies, sarahs dad was there. and they had to leave. when they got their shoes on, and we sat there, and i wanted to go over and give lindsey a hug. but chris was just standing there in my way. and i was waiting for him to go towards sarah so i could get to lindsey, but eventually she just came to me. i gave her a hug, and it was real hard to let go, but just as she leaned back to go out the door, i pulled her back towards me, and we kissed for the first time. my first kiss. lol. it wasnt real long, and it wasnt a drolly kiss, lol. it was a real nice short, sweet goodnight kiss, and i liked it alot. so then they left, and i just stood there thinking about what had just happened. and then me and chris went into my room. and i read a book, wrote some songs, and then sat there thinking about it until i fell asleep. when i woke up this morning, i called anthony, and we worked out a practice. after awhile me and chris walked to his house, and we sat there for like 2 hours. we tried more fuses, but none worked, that amp is pissing me off. so when they got there, we practiced. the whole night was fun., we got alot done. kinda. but then i left, and now im here updateing. thats about it. lol. bye bye.
 
     

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11:47pm 26/02/2004
  haha. today lindsey told me that she read my old journal, and was saying she "learned" a few things about me, and so i was curious as to what she could have learned, so i read it, and i realized i as a very sad little kid, and i found one thing, and i found out that if i fill it in now, its pretty different, so i decided to show it.

New

[10 Bands You've Seen Live]
1] Spindle
2] Magnum Opus
3] ATM
4] Revis
5] The Felix Culpa
6] Starstruck
7] Douglass Kings
8] Theory of a Dead man
9] Poweman 5000
10] Blue Shades Witness

[09 Things You're Looking Forward To]
1] Spring Break
2] This weekend
3] Next Weekend
4] Thursdays
5] When we play at the lyric
6] My Birthday
7] Summer Break
8] When i work at the hospital this summer
9] All the time with lindsey this summer

[08 Things You Wear Daily]
1] Shoes
2] Socks
3] Bracelet
4] My ring
5] Sweater
6] A shirt
7] Pants
8] Backpack

[07 Things That Annoy You]
1] Mom
2) Brother(s)
3] Sister
4] Ghetto People
5] Failure of my Internet
6] Hall Aids
7] Punks, real or fake

[06 Things You Touch Every Day]
1] My face
2] My keyboard
3] My Bass
4] My Tub
5] My mouse
6] My Picture of lindsey

[05 Things You Do Every Day]
1] Turn off alarm
2] Take shower
3] Ask for Food
4] Play bass
5] go online

[04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With]
1] Lindsey
2] Chris
3] Anthony
4] Mike

[03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over]
1] Holes
2] LOTR 1,2,3
3] Blue Streak

[02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment]
1] Yellowcard - October Nights
2] The Early November - Ever so sweet

[01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With]
1] Lindsey. :)



Old

[10 Bands You've Seen Live]
1] Spindle
2] Magnum Opus
3] ATM
4] Revis
5] The Felix Culpa
6] Starstruck
7] Douglass Kings
8] Theory of a Dead man
9] Poweman 5000
10] Double Drive

[09 Things You're Looking Forward To]
1] The day i die
2] Food
3] Zebrahead show tommarow
4] Pumpkin Pie
5] School i guess
6] My 18th birthday
7] The day that everyone i hate dies
8] The day my life doesnt suck
9] Thats it.

[08 Things You Wear Daily]
1] Shoes
2] Socks
3] Frown
4] My ring
5] A bracelet
6] A shirt
7] Pants
8] Backpack

[07 Things That Annoy You]
1] Life
2) People who try to be my friend
3] My family
4] Ghettoness
5] People who are in love
6] Cheerful people
7] Punks, real or fake

[06 Things You Touch Every Day]
1] My hair
2] My keyboard
3] My walkman
4] My sink
5] My mouse
6] My self

[05 Things You Do Every Day]
1] Turn off alarm
2] Take shower
3] Eat food
4] Get hurt in some way, shape, or form
5] go online

[04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With]
1] Me
2] Chris
3] Anthony
4] Mike

[03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over]
1] Identity
2] Braveheart
3] Grinch

[02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment]
1] Nirvana - Dumb
2] Streetlight Manifesto - point/counterpoint

[01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With]
1] I hope everyone dies.
 
     

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07:36pm 24/02/2004
 
mood: tired
music: yellowcard - october nights
Sleep with or without clothes on? Boxers
Prefer black or blue pens? Black
Dress up on Halloween? yes
Like to travel? i like traveling, not moveing
Like someone? lindsey
Sleep on your side? no
Want to marry? yes
Who? lindsey
Alaska or Hawaii?: hawaii
Are you a good student?: no
Are you currently in a relationship? yes
Are you involved in sports: no
Birthplace? International Falls
Christmas or Halloween? Christmas
Color or black-and-white photo? black and white
Do long distance relationships work? some
Do you believe in astrology?: no
Do you believe in God? not really
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
Do you consider yourself the life of the party? no
Do you make fun of people? sometimes
Do you think dreams eventually come true? yes
Fave thing to do? computer, talk to lindsey, play music. have fun at practice
Fave. breakfast food? eggs, bacon, toast, sausage
Fave. Candy? starburts, skittles
Fave. Vacation spot? ive never been on a vacation
Favorite body parts of the opposite sex: eyes, teeth, nose. lol
Favorite cartoon? currently, The Simpsons.
Go to the movies or rent? i like renting better, i can be closer to certian people. :)
Have you ever moved? yes, alot, too many to count. i have counted, its alot.
How's the weather right now? lupe warm
Hug or kiss? i like them both.
Last person you talked to on the phone? mom
Loud or soft music?: loud when angry, soft when sad
McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds
Night or day? night
Number of Pillows? 4
Single or taken? delightfully taken
Snow or water? water, its warmer

What clothes are you wearing? "Going For Broke" T-Shirt, now for sale for $5, and slacks
What's on your computer screen? task bar, livejournal, AIM, and lindsey singing into a mic picture.
What's right next to you? water bed
What's your name backwards? nosnevets ecyrb
When do you get up in the morning? 6:28
Who do you talk to the most online? Lindsey
 
     

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12:25pm 24/02/2004
  hmm. im real tired right now. i have a feeling this is gonna be a long boreing week. i think im gonna stay after school today to help chris make more shirts. and then i might go to his house or something. my mom wont like that, but oh well. i have art next, and its gonna be real boreing. i got to finish painting. well, not much else to update about. later.  
     

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08:28pm 23/02/2004
  sneakers
Sneakers- funny, laid-back, and goofy, you love to
make people laugh and have a good time. You
enjoy comfort and don't care to much about what
people think of you. You like to hang out with
your buddies and just have a good time. [please
vote! thank you! :)]


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vamp
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."


Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


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03:38pm 23/02/2004
  alright, so this weekend was pretty good. thursday, i was thinking the day was gonna be kinda bad, but then i got to go to lindseys. when i got there, she burned me some CDs, which i didnt want her to, but she did anyway. after that we went in her room and started to watch a taped episode of the OC, but then her dad made us get out of there because he doesnt allow boys in her room. so we went out to the living room, and watched it out there. i liked being out there more anyways, more relaxed. so we mostly just watched episodes of the OC, and then when they were done, her mom turned off the TV, and we sat there, argueing over who was gonna keep the bracelet. it was alot of fun over there, one of the best times ive ever had, and i would like to do that more often. i didnt leave until about 11, and even then i didnt want to go at all, but i did.

on friday, school was rather boreing. lindsey got her wisdom teeth pulled that day, and i felt real bad, because that has to hurt alot, and she wasnt supposed to do anything at all. well anyways, when i got home, i messed around for a bit, then i went over to chris's house for a band practice with just me chris and mike. we got some stuff done, wrote a new song. it was cool. me and mike spent the night.

on saturday, we mostly sat around and practiced a little. mike went home about 2, and i went home shortly afterwards. i got home and i talked to lindsey online. we decided that she was gonna come over and we would hang out. so a little later, she came over. we went into my room and i burned her a CD, and then we tried to watch something on TV, but nothing was on, so we went downstairs to watch a movie that my mom had rented. after a while of trying to fix the stupid thing, we got it to work. i really didnt like being down there for 2 reasons. one was that the movie was horrible, it was real bad. bad actors, bad plot, just bad movie. and the other was that my stepdad, ron, was not even 4 feet away from us, working on a computer. it was real weird, and he made me mad.

on sunday, i woke up, and around 2, i started walking to chris'. it took me about an hour, and when i got there, dustin and austin came by to steal mike, which pissed me off alot. they came you our practice, to take our guitar player, so they can play at a show that got cancelled anyways. then they had the balls to ask if they can use some of my equipment sometime, i told them no. they can kiss my ass. dustin breaks everything. he chipped 2 of my guitars already. well anyways, it was another 3 man practice. we did all our songs, and they are sounding good. then we sauder stuff trying to fix them.

anyways, today, was real tireing. not much to say. its a monday. well. bye.
 
     

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12:35pm 20/02/2004
  hmm, im at school right now, and im real tired, i have like 6 minutes before the bell rings, and my next class is my last. i hate that class, art, its real dumb, you do projects, and then she takes points off because they arnt up to her standards and they arnt done the way she wants it. oh well. hopefully ill at least pass. when i get home today, im gonna be real bored, just sitting there doing nothing. i wish i could go to the felix culpa show. but i have $0.00, and i wish i could do something with lindsey, but she is getting 4 wisdom teeth pulled, and she is gonna be pretty swollen for a couple days. hopefully she is doing better on sunday so we could maybe do something. well, bells about to ring, got to go.

last night was the greatest, ill finish this later and explain.


p.s. lindsey loses, and i win, because i love her more. so ha.
 
     

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12:26pm 19/02/2004
  hmm. im in school right now, and im real bored. i fell asleep earlier and i woke up and didnt know what we were doing, but then i got the work, and i got it done without knowing how. so tomarrow i should get my shirt from chris, and it will be cool even tho it is white. my mom cancelled my brothers birthday party, he is gonna go to a behavior hospital today, he really isnt that bad, he gets in trouble at school alot, but not enough to send him to a hospital. but anyways, no party, and now i cant invite lindsey to it which sucks, but we can do something else. yesturday was cool, it talked to her on the phone for like an hour and a half, and we watched THE OC while talking, lol. today im hopeing my mom will take me to the shirt place at the mall to see how much making shirts cost. im real tired, i have to paint next block, that should be fun. well im gonna go now, when i get home today ill be real bored.



I love Lindsey
 
     

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06:58am 18/02/2004
  I LOVE YOU LINDSEY!

just to let you know, in case you didnt. lol
 
     

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11:00pm 17/02/2004
  WE HAVE SHIRTS!!!!!!!!!  
     

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10:43pm 17/02/2004
  I fear: burning
I hear: The Early November
I search: for cookies
I wonder: where marshmallows come from
I love: LINDSEY!
I ache: in my knee
I always: eat, sleep, daydream
I am not: sad
I dance: slowly
I sing: horribly
I cry: once in a great while.
I am not always: happy
I write: sloppy
I win: everything
I lose: never
I confuse: all
I need: lindsey here, now, right now.
I should: get a cookie
what ppl think of you
my father thinks I never: my father doesnt give a damn about anyone who doesnt help pump chemicals though his veins, which reminds me, he hasnt called since thanksgiving, but my sister seems to keep in touch with him, why doesnt he wanna talk to me? he hates me. i hate him. i hope he gets locked up for a long time.
My mother thinks i am: just a lazy smartass
My bf/gf thinks i am: funny, cute, loveable. eventhough im not quite like that.
yes or no
keep a diary: yes, i keep this journal
like to cook: yes
have a secret you should have not shared with anyone: yes
in love: yes
set ur watch ahead: no
bite ur fingernails: yes
believe in love: yes
Who is...
the hottest male you know: -dies-
the weirdest person you kno: this eugene kid in my A+ class
the loudest person you kno: my brother casey
the sexiest person you know: lindsey. :)
the hottest female you kno: lindsey :)
closest friends: chris, mike, anthony, lindsey.
the person that knows the most about you: mom, chris, and yeah, lindsey.
 
     

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a wonderful weekend.   
11:34pm 16/02/2004
 
mood: creative
music: ever so sweet - TEN
alright. so i can start from.. saturday. ok, so saturday, i woke up around 11. and i talked to lindsey online for about an hour. then she went to take a shower, so i did the same. she also had to go to a hair appointment, so she didnt return for awhile. after getting ready and whatnot, i was just sitting around waiting for my mom to get home to get a ride. i decided on not waiting, and i got a ride from my sister. first we went to holiday inn, and found out my sister cant check out a room there, because she isnt 21. so then she brought me to lindseys. when i got there, i was extreamly nervous. my voice was shakey, my hands were shakeing, and i had major butterflies. when i got there, i gave lindsey her gifts, and i think she liked them, which is good. and she gave me mine. i got an awesome picture of me and her, which i will keep forever. and a huge bag of the worlds greatest candy, starburst. and a card. which was awesome, but not quite true. and a cool teddy bear that folds into a heart. the teddy bear she got me was like a smaller version of the one i got here. they are both white, and carry a heart that says "be mine" on it. and i also got a cool spongebob pencil.
so after that, we went downstairs and took pictures. and then we got some sparkleing grape juice, and we took a picture where we had to act like we were making a toast. lol. so then we went upstairs, and lindsey broke the bottom of her cup, and it was funny because when we went back downstairs, she set it up so it didnt look broke, and when her mom picked it up, lindsey was like "what did you do?!" and it was real funny because lindseys mom actually thought she did it, and she didnt understand what happened. so then we got our food, and me and chris both got huge steaks that were the size of our plates, but they were real good. then lindsey tried setting her glass down, and it tipped and spilled all over sarahs dress, it was real funny, yet, kinda sad at the same time, because that would suck alot if it had happened to me. so after we were done eating, and i had eaten just about my limit, we went back upstairs, and listened to music. after a little bit, me and lindsey were sitting on the couch relaxing, and haveing fun argueing over who loves each other more, even tho i do, she likes to pretend that she does. then at about 8-815, her mom told us we were leaveing. so we got in the car and we went out to the dance. when we got to the dance, we mostly stood around, kinda talking, and lindsey and sarah were looking for friends. we tried to go upstairs, but the people stopped us right away. it sucked. and after walking around for a bit, we found ourselves just standing there, listening to rap, and not talking. it was torture, i really wish someone would have done something, but we all just stood there, and i think sarah and lindsey finally got sick of it, and took off and ran around, lol. i really wish i would have moved more, but i cant really dance, and i hate rap. and i would have talked more, but you really couldnt hear much. and when they came back, we did more of that. i really didnt like just sitting there, i felt real bad for sarah and lindsey to have to be there with two very un-danceing, un-talking long haired weird kids. but after the second or third time they took off, they came back and a slow song came on, and yes, i can at least slow dance, and i was ready to ask lindsey if she wanted to dance, but they had already thought of that, and instead we were asked. lol. slow danceing is really fun, i like it alot. and i wish songs didnt end in such cases as this, because a moment like that should have lasted forever. i think i made lindsey dizzy, because as we were danceing, we were going in circles, and i guess she kinda tried to stop, but i didnt notice, and we just kept going in circles, but none the less, it was alot of fun. unfortunetly, the slow songs ended, and more rap came one. so it was back to standing there. i tried to move around a little more, but it just wasnt my thing, oh well. then when it was time to go, we were supposed to meet sarahs dad at the flag pole, but he didnt meet us there, so we had to walk in the cold to find him, and when we did, he wasnt in his car, and sarah had to go look for him, it was real cold. lol. and then when we got in the car, i tried to get as close to lindsey as possible because i was really cold.
sarahs dad makes me mad with his driving. lol. at the pit he drove out there real early, and took lindsey away, which made me sad, and then when he picked us up from the dance, he dropped lindsey off first, which i didnt like, but i guess it was best that she got home as early as possible. when we got to her house, i walked her to the door, and waited inside because lindsey went to get my stuff i left there, and her mom and dad and brother were all watching tv, and i think her mom fell asleep, and i think she had thought i had came there to spend the night or something and she was like "wait just a minute" and lindsey was like its ok, im just getting his stuff, lol. and then she asked me how it was and i said it was fun, and that i enjoyed it. then when lindsey gave me my stuff i gave her a hug, and i wanted so badly to give her a small kiss or something goodnight, but her mom, dad, and brother were right there, and it was kinda awkward, so i chickened out. pooooo. but then i got back in the car, and sarahs dad brought chris home first, so the ride to my house was kinda awkward, not much talking there, just the words "no, take a left" came out of my mouth. but then i got home, and talked to lindsey online, and then i got tired, and got off. that night was a real fun night, dispite a the few parts at the dance.

so then yesturday, i woke up, and noone was on, so i layed in bed. then i decided to get on, and lindsey got on at the exact same time, it was cool. and so i talked to her, and found out that her and her parents were dropping by to get her ID that i still had, and to take me out the a movie. woo hoo. yay. i was real happy to hear i was gonna see her agian. and so i showered. and they got here, and i got my tie that i left there back. lol.
so we got to the movies. we went to see "miracle" its a movie about hockey, i guess it wasnt that bad, but it didnt spark my attention. alot of my attention was towards linsey of course. lol. i really like being close to her, but those god damn seats just dont let that happen. the arm thing is what kills me. but dispite minor discomforts, we tired our best to get as close to each other as possible. it was a good couple of hours, just sitting there with her. but then it was over, and it was time to leave, and they brought me home.i talked to her again for a little bit, and i found out that all this week she would be off the computer because she was late for an appointment or something. its kinda weird i think, but i really hope she isnt off that long, that would be sad. but i could just call, if she isnt grounded off of that. but anyways. i went to chris's house a little later. and we had practice. we are starting to get better i guess. after awhile we just went upstairs and played games and ate. we did the same today. and then at like 7, me and chris, and nick went to mikes show. they are actually pretty good, better than BOM. and what an awesome surprise, Killing Abraham was there. we just saw them at the pit on friday, and they were real good. and they got up and played a few songs. it was all fun i guess. but then i ran from the mall to my house, because i was cold as hell. and now here i am, going through lindsey withdrawels, lol, and wanting sleep. i guess thats all for now, i think i should try to update this thing more often.
next sunday, lol, is my brothers party, and i hope that lindsey is feeling better by then, because i really want her to go, so i can hang out with her, and we can bowl, lol. i dont know if she will have a great time, with all my annoying family there. lol. but we will see. KA, is playing at the lyric this saturday, and friday is the felix culpa show. i dont think ill go to either, because they cost money. i owe chris $12 for paying my way into the pit and the lyric. hmm. well im gonna go to bed now. so adios muchachos.

1 1073 LJ

Cabbage juice.

lol.

I love lindsey more than she knows.

Goodnight now.

bye

stop reading

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tired

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08:54pm 12/02/2004
  Last weekend was pretty bad. i went up north thurday.. and i got the PA HEAD!!!!!!! haha.. so now we have a PA system provided that i fix the adapeter.. but i need sauder. but anywho.. we got up there.. and i went to bed. the next day.. we went out.. and didnt really do much.. i mostly sat in the truch while jon and paul fished. then we went back in.. and i messed around in the garage. then we went out to eat at the woodbine. their food is alright.. but i dont like the seafood buffet. i liked the soup though. then we went home and i went to bed. then the next day.. we went back out.. and when we got out there... being the observant people me and jon are.. we find out that the back of the truch is on fire. we kinda freaked out.. and threw alot of snow on it. then we cleaned it out kinda.. and then they fished. i layed in the reclineing chair thingy.. and ate like 6 bratwaursts. then later that day we left. and then sunday.. i wanted to get back early.. and i didnt wanna go out on the ice. and jon kept making it seem like he was gonna go fishing.. but in the end we didnt.. so it was all good. i got home about 2:30.. and i talked to lindsey online. then later chris came and got me and we went to sarahs.. and lindsey was there. when we got there.. we basically just sat there and wondered what we were gonna do. and that lasted quite a while. but then we decided to go into the hottub. the hottub was awesome.. except my shoulders were cold. but then i moved to the deeper end and it was better. lindsey and i kept getting attacked bye bubbles so we were blowing them away. and then she started making bubbles with her lips under water.. and it was really funny, and so i thought i would try it.. and so i did... and it was really fun. lol. but we sat in there for 2 hours. and it was a very good 2 hours. then when we got out.. we got changed. and sat around. i wanted a foot-rest so i got close to lindsey and stole hers. i tried to get my watch back but it didnt work. then not too long later.. lindsey had to go.. so chris had to call his dad.. and his dad came.. and i had to leave. it saddened me. but then i got a hug.. and i felt better. so.. this week at school has been kinda gay. real long.. and real boreing.. and tireing.. and blah blah.

so last night.. was the OC.. and i made plans to go to lindseys.. and i almost didnt get to go.. but then i got a ride from my sisters BF hiachi or whatever his stupid name is. and he doesnt even have a back seat... its just like a space to put stuff.. so i was cramped the whole time.. but it was worth it. i got there.. and lindsey was practiceing in the basement. she has a huge basement. i mean its really really big. you could put alot of stuff down there. anyways. then we went upstairs.. and copied my ID. and chris' too. then it was kinda quiet.. and she was like "wanna watch tv?" lol.. so we watched tv. what we watched i dont remember.. but then we turned around..and watched malcom x on the downstairs one. i only saw the assasination.. but it seemed to be a good movie. then we flipped through channels.. and then the OC came one.. and we watched it. this weeks was good. lots of drama. but what was better was being there with her.. and being close.. i liked it alot. but then that butthead stold her bracelet back. i think its real cool how her whole family all watches that show at the same time. but anywho.. to wrap this up... yesturday was awesome.. and i liked it ALOT. but tomarrow will be better.. hopefully. i dont know if she can go to the show. hopefully. but yeah.. today was better.. and i cut myself.. but i got my computer put together. and i also got lindsey a pretty cool gift i hope she likes. but right now im talking to her.. and listening to music.. and im gonna go to bed in a little bit.

later.
 
     

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04:33pm 11/02/2004
 

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10:57pm 09/02/2004
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